It is getting harder for me to balance things. I could feel that the school load is heavier on me this sem. Not good that i feel this way after just a week of the new term. But i will learn to cope.

My classmate want me to join the committee of the snooker club that our school is forming...but i know nuts about snooker and just started playing pool only. The committee is supposed to be strong players i feel. So i am seriously considering whether or not to join because i have Jap lessons on mon and tues and Interact Club on some Fridays.

I need to re discover how to let go and relax at times. I lost that type of feeling...Why am i being so negative about things? Hai...

School

Its the third day of school and i am still getting used to the timing of waking up early in the morning at 6 am plus...so scared i overslept haha...School timetable are as follows:

Monday: 8 am to 11.15 am
Tuesday: 9 am to 3.15 pm
Wednesday: 8 am to 3.15 pm
Thursday: 8 am to 2.15 pm
Friday : 8 am to 11.15 am


Not too tough a timetable except almost everyday got assembly except tuesday.

Today woke up at 6.30 am, went to school no assembly so we went early to class cos today has been shortened to 12.15 pm cos no SW.(Which also means no exercise today)
After school went to the S11 nearby our school to have lunch, after lunch talk talk for a while, then some of my classmates went off because they got something on...got work...so the three of us remaining went to basement to print name stickers and visit the NTUC to get some sweets and chocolates.

Came home feeling mentally drained so took a short nap for about 45 mins. Woke up still not very refreshed. Cannot figure out the trading profit and loss account fully yet...

Troubles starting now....

I really dont want to be negative...but i have a few regrets that are chewing away at me now . Spent the past two days working as a promoter for Canon Brand photo printer which the Company wants to get rid of urgently....so i stood there like a vase and sold nothing...i am disappointed with the company...after one and nine months i feel like nothing there....so time to make a clean break.

I think my regrets are going to destroy me if i dont do anything bout it...i hope i could undo some of the stupid things i have done and do better at what i should have done right...then i wont be so ignorant....I am trying to resist drowning my sorrows because it wont help i think...

It really hurts..for the first time in my life i felt what pain is like and it comes at one shot. and one very long shot.

Dear i love you very much...i will change for the better.

Randomness

Wth...Just got back from work and spent the last one hour trying to start up my PC...and finally the display came on. I dont know what i did wrong...can some IT expert please enlighten me...shi*t lah.

Today i just told my nice asst manager that i would quit and take the last week of my holidays to relax before school reopens. Bleh. I just grew tired and tireder of the job...and feel that maybe there is nothing much i could learn...I dont know...

Regrets...all of us have them...but i seem to have lots and lots....and the best thing is i can do nothing about it...i hope i dont create any more..

I need support now...all my life i never felt it much until my dear came into my life...then i started thinking about changing.

Cute Video about....LIZARDS???

I need to clarify that the lyrics i posted earlier is because i like the song, not a reflection of my thoughts. There is no problems...

Today work at Popular from 12 pm - 7 pm. After that went to meet Chris for a football match that was not very exciting but enough to entertain us for the 2 hours or so because both sides were attacking all the way untill the final 10 mins when they tired...Feels good to get back to watching soccer, which i really like. Met at 9 pm and the match started at 11 pm. Ended at 1 pm. Finally rememebered to give him back his MP 3 player...because he kept reminding me. Haha.

I am uncertain about what the future holds for me as a late starter. But i will give my best shot, no worries about that.