On relationships

the past 2 weeks have been ok...been thinking quite a bit about relationship and i figure i might sort myself out first before seriously getting into another one if i still have the energy to by then...cos the problems that might arise will be more than what i can handle...why like that? isnt it supposed to be happy and blissful? i really dont know...it has become more of a torturing thing to me...maybe i can change this mind set in time to come but for 7 months i am dropping this thought....working on myself for the time being.

today got another interview at a Co at Tanjong Pagar...as a consulant exec something related to planning....