HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!

Yesterday, Sep 26, we went out as a group to celebrate Jess and Joell's birthdays. Joell didnt turn up for reasons known to us. Never mind we could celebrate her birthday another day i guess.

Was supposed to meet Jess and Ying Qi at Orchard MRT Station control before meeting Dishan and Hwee Ting (They had gone to TAKA to order a cake first) but somehow couldnt make it on time...I took a bus there which probably took longer than usual. Somemore i need to alight at Far East and walk some distance to the MRT station. Appt at 3 pm but i reached at 4 pm =(

After that we went to heeren shops to walk around and they brought me to a place where we had wanton mee...not all people lo. We also meet Yamei, MeiYing and Pam before eating and cutting cake. They gave me one extra slice...how fattening!

Went to KBOX at roughly 7pm after that with dishan, yamei, meiying and jess....i am really out of touch with the songs cos most of the songs are like alien to me......but it was very fun. Went home at about 10.30 pm reach home about 11.15-11.20 liddat....

Should end here for the time being...because i am tired. Haha.

Neva Let You Go by Janice.

The rain, just never seems to bring
The joy i feel the same, everlasting pain of my loss, remains.
My heart, can't seem to learn to part,
The hole you left your mark,
All that i dreamed of now it seems so stark.

Though i told myself, to hold my breath,
A part of me was dying.
There is nothing left for me to do now,
But give in.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how i was feeling,
I'd sing to you, and tell you i won't,
Live my life without you.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how i was feeling,
I'd hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know i'll never let you go.

The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything that day.
I can't believe we never dance,
Just need one more chance
To share the sunset of our last romance.

Confused

As always. With life...with studies....with working while studying....when can i be NOT confused anymore...I am 23 but dont feel like i have been through what a 23 year old should have been through....

About one thing i have to think about during the holidays...is if i work during school time would i be earning $$ at the expense of my studies, gf , family and other things....need to figure this out before start of term. But on the other hand i need the $$$...

Exams over, Work starting....

It seems i have to compensate for my mindless slacking in the past and i am still paying for my past mistakes...it is hard sometimes...I have no choice but to work extra hard to make up for it...NO Choice...

We had our Accounting exam yesterday...it was a challenging paper but pretty straight forward. I could not balance the Bank Recon at the end. Got tricked. Haiz. We just have to wait for results online...But whats done is done so no point worrying bout it i guess.

So confusing....

I am confused right now. It seems like i have added responsibility now that i am an adult in full time school now. Seems like i have to work extra hard because i am a late starter in life...every thing extra....very tiring....

Just finished our BZF exam today....went with the group to the library for a while before going home...but my mind was on my future....no OUR future....or seemingly the lack of one....so maybe i would just work my way while studying...all the way....its going to get tough from now on....i just want to have more fun...everything i dunno...i will work hard for our future because its in my hands now. I NEED TO MAKE CHANGES NOW...Love ya....

Friends JIAYOU!! For the exam.

Friends: I will tell you what is going on when i am ready to.