The Journey of Life

Friday, February 27, 2009

Savin me - a right choice?

All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin’I'm fallin'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Next Level

What exactly is the meaning of getting to th next level? I want to go to the next level in my studies(means part time poly or private aft this since i am graduating in less than 2 mths time), my family life, my cg and start ministry and handling ppl....but i can only depend on God cos i feel weak right now...i really wanna change...i still dont have a clear focus yet.

Anyway i missed this week's PM cos of various reasons...shall attend later...think my committment is slipping cos of part time work..tsk tsk....and they like want to take up my fridays which leads to another headache aft grad cos i really do value cg above work and i have to start missing events on fri that i will REALLY enjoy....

Got scolded by a teacher ytd for not attending a CCA event. Its not my fault that 8 Interactors showed up for the event only. I am super frustrated because they dont treat me as a VP in the first place...i know i am wrong but where is the respect in the first place? and i am one of the last to know of ANYTHING that happens in my CCA. Sounds like ranting but it will make me feel better.

ADVANCEMENT TO NEXT LEVEL.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

Hello everyone...shall blog a bit about my work...its my first week of work at Ramen Ten and its for th experience more than the money (seriously would you want to work for $4.5/hr at Tamp when you live in Hougang if not for the experience?)...worked mon, wed, fri and going to work today. The work is manageable but tiring...at least for th first week....

i did clearing plates, serving food, taking orders and chatting with ppl...i am new so dont have topics with everyone yet and frankly there are some ppl who just make me uncomfortable talking with them. (or rather a particular group of ppl who i nv tried to talk to in my life)...should break through!!

The main manager doesnt make a gd first impression cos she started scolding everyone th first time i saw her on fri with the liberal use of the F-word....we were tired and eating our staff meal at 11 plus at night and the senior part time staff gt scared and doesnt want to eat anymore and she came in and said "better eat and go home or if i really lose my temper all this will end up on th floor!" WA how threatening! I work for you not your dog.

They take it seriously in training staff through i just want a job for the next 3-5 months (I estimate that is all the time i need to gain all my experience on my first F&B job) bef i go find something better. yeah they count in months when u work there so ppl who work for 2-3 seem senior already....

ok should go get ready for my first sunday of work...going to be busy.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Hunger

Hey do u know how it feels like to not have enough for food? you really gt to experience it to believe th depression that it makes people feel but still in singapore we are considered very fortunate yet i hear ppl complain all the time.

In Africa, they have it much worse....





This is a pic taken of the famine in Sudan...a girl is on the way to a feeding center barely alive and a vulture lurks behind her waiting for her to die so that it can have a meal...its really sad that this situation still exists in an world we called advanced....its not really balanced...

Anw dont think will be posting soon cos my week is packed with work, studies, cell and service.

I lost my voice and i want it back! argh! i wanna talk normally! hahaha