Thanks for the opportunity Lord...no matter the outcome is, its all in Your hands.
But i still NERVOUS!! haha!! Ask me in person those who want to know! lol

I humbly bow down before You

well its time not to be an emo elmo anymore...it is wasting time...God's precious time for me and not fulfilling the potiential that He placed in me. The more i worry the more there is to worry about...and drives aways friends when i suspect things for no reason...Jesus, take the wheel of my life.

Service was great...had a relevation that fitted in perfectly with the messenge so i guess it is really a wake up call...to the YEARS i wasted milling around in the past.

I guess this year will be defining.

Gotta chiong for Exams and Life all the way this year.

you can’t give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
The wind shows up, (make sure you’re holding on)
Cause it could be the one, the one you’re waiting on
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

12 January 2009

How strong a guy is, there is always chinks in his armour(even if it is polished nicely)...frustration and bitterness tend to double or triple when many things come together for me...time...just need more time...or maybe i just need to take one time at a time...and relax....

today went to school rather late...was feeling kinda tired and half asleep...reached school at 10.15 am...went on a job hunt aft school...then Popular tell me nt hiring(Both BBC and Suntec wor...must be the economy)...i cant believe it! Popular nt needing ppl is like a person nt breathing for a day and nt dying...

Anw i walked around and chanced upon an ad at GELARE CITYLINK(PTL..) Went through the interview and the manager want me to work 4 days a week...i can only promise 3 or 4 days(not very convincingly) a week and it will stretch me to the max...

Red Cliff 2 is reccommended show! Go catch it!! Its a bit deep though. Now 1 am already so i better go sleep if not tmr cant wake up in time.

How much concern for a friend is too much concern?

Just feel frustrated sometimes that my good intentions are often misconstrued. If i didnt care, will it be better? Can caring be overdone? I didnt know that. Or is it just my style. Is it better if i just bo chap everything as before. I know the difference between caring and plain outright overfriendliness so dont take me for a fool.

Sorry just super frustrated with my life. You can ignore this post. I will ignore you in return. I dont want to reach a point where i feel concern for ppl is wasting my time. I have been down that road before and its nt good. I am human too treat me like one pls.

hey ppl,
am back, didnt post for a long time already...recently school just reopened. i guess time really flies. Before we know it, we are just 2 months away from graduating...this term i must really change all the mistakes that i have committed throughout th year like sabo-ing my own attendance, nt paying atttention in class etc...enough of that emo stuff alr...before i really regret it.

today was a enjoyable day...we had a change of SW teacher who made us do 20 push ups on THE ROAD(i only did 11 out of 20) and run 2 rounds ard the car park which was enough to make me breathless for a few minutes..haiz...later we played badminton and basketball with lawson, randall, sharon, shi hui and jessie and me...was fun game and i realised i cant shoot properly...oh well i didnt touch basketball since secondary sch(mine was SIX years ago) so understandable hor? say yes please!

then came accounting aft a hour and half break...was ordinary...then another break! went to snooker room's and slack a while..before going for auditing...was rather distracted with the net during lesson...hahaha..then went home and slept for 4 hrs! jialat! tmr sure tired!

sometimes life dont really go according to plan...going CG outing tmr and SP open house on sat...